Will I Be Okay
Assalamualaikum & selamat sejahtera Mak , I started writing this entry on the 20th of March 2022 and in another ten days, it would be your 59th birthday this year. I am not sure how long does it takes for a person to reach the end of their grieving phase but I am pretty sure it'll take a loooooong loooong time for me to reach there. Because right now I am still walking around in a circle, surrounded by a maze. Will I be okay? Mak , I want to tell you everything like I used to...Can I? Can I write it here as if I am saying this to you? Will people be calling me insane? Dr Khalil kata "Mak dah selamat dan selesai tugasannya di dunia dalam keredhaan di akhirnya." Maksudnya adik patut doakan yang terbaik untuk mak dan tak patut rasa menyesal bila teringat kat mak. Mak dah akhiri hayat mak dengan baik sekali, jadi kenapa adik masih perlu rasa menyesal kan. Tapikan mak, kadang-kadang bila teringat balik perjalanan hidup mak masa akhir-akhir hayat mak buat adik terkilan.