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In vague and in vain

Assalamualaikum & selamat sejahtera Honestly, I don't know where to start.  I was eating a bowl of yogurt with granola and fresh strawberries just now and my initial plan was to write something on this blog while eating it, but I couldn't. I ended up finished the whole thing without anything written on this white-blank screen.  Right after I typed those things, I caught myself starred blankly at the screen for a few solid minutes. I honestly don't know where to start? Obviously, I break the rules that I created for myself: Failed to write a new post(s) at the end of each month. At first I was planning to write a new entry after I finished my exams or after I get my examination results or after I get a job, but things started to be like a roller coaster ride for me mentally and emotionally which I felt completely drained. Luckily I managed to paste a happy face whenever I'm with my friends. I am genuinely happy when they are around, though.  The only thing that keeps